Budgets for the next three months

My Sweet Mr and I worked on the zero balance budget projections for the next three months.
I also finished the freezers inventory as well as the supply cupboard in the garage.

We will be able to get my new tooth for the implant.
Surgery for our Golden retriever. She needs a tumor removed from her eye lid. We just pray no cancer.

Tomorrow is the big day.
My Dear friend will gather the kids to her home until mid afternoon.
That way I will have a little down time.
Mine have early reliese for teacher confrences.
I have an appointment at 8:45 to begin the testing to rule out the early onset loui bodies dementia.
This is hard stuff folks. I am in Gods hands. I will be the same person whatever outcome. Most likely it is the P.T.S.D. messing up my brain chemistry. I experienced a lot of horrid things growing up or better said surviving my youth. See the other blog. It has a link on the side bar. The scars on my brain have gotten more as they change as you age. Shaken tears were found years ago and they have increased over the years as I age they show up. I think it is that they begin to calcify with age.
Pulls a vacuum!!!!!!!!
(as in this sucks!)

for two years I have been dreading this. My Love will be with me and a part of the interview process as well. Wierd to think of the two men talking about me while I do the testing. Good thing I have absolute trust in my husband.

I will perhaps have answers soon, if not tomorrow at a followup visit.
I must steal myself.
He holds me!
All I have ever known has been turned around to glorify God , This will be no different.
It is not about me.
It is about how God can use it to show love to another.
I am loving and kind that is my legacy.
That is who I am!
Oh, but please may it not be so....
Thanks for girding me up in your prayers.
Hold Mr U. as well please.
This is real hard for him.
Now I must prepare myself to try to rest.
God's speed.
For those of you who this night suffer challenges and trials.
May I wish you to
Be Embraced.