Will I stand before you Jesus or in Awe of you be still, I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Friday, May 14, 2010
Will I stand before you Jesus or in Awe of you be still, I can only imagine
I am so full of wonder and started. Walking on Holy ground.
Thought of the song "Gotta tell somebody "
How that when we fall before God with the desire to understand, He grants that understanding sometimes in ways that astound and astonish us.
I do not know yet if words could do this justice. But this day requests were granted me that have answered a query some 45 years in the standing. In the 11th hour of challenging this query...a phone call from someone I have not spoken to in over 10 years. Through his tale truths that have been mixed and blurred through a memory of mixed trauma now have understanding and holes filled in where only yesterday gaps left me puzzled and fearful of what the absence of knowledge might mean.
One day I will explain, perhaps over at the other blog. For now know that I stand on Holy ground and YES my shoes are off.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Do you ever wonder just what it is that makes the difference from one moment to the next?
Do you ever just do a double take and wonder?
Say what? How did that happen?
Wait a minute how?
This morning found me ABLE! Able to gently pop the dry poppy plants and then sit in the shade of the garage and pop the pods off the plants.
Meanwhile a little bee taught me. Showing me how when even the plant seams dry and feels yanked from the earth life still can be found in it. He joined me in my work as he did his. A fat little bumble all covered in golden pollen.
I found my self singing. Many songs through my mind worshiping and then an old song "where have all the flowers gone?"
WHERE HAVE ALL THE FLOWERS GONE words and music by Pete Seeger performed by Pete Seeger and Tao Rodriguez-Seeger Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago Where have all the flowers gone? Girls have picked them every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone? Long time passing Where have all the young girls gone? Long time ago Where have all the young girls gone? Taken husbands every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young men gone? Long time passing Where have all the young men gone? Long time ago Where have all the young men gone? Gone for soldiers every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time passing Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time ago Where have all the soldiers gone? Gone to graveyards every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the graveyards gone? Long time passing Where have all the graveyards gone? Long time ago Where have all the graveyards gone? Covered with flowers every one When will we ever learn? When will we ever learn? ©1961 (Renewed) Fall River Music Inc All Rights Reserved.
Wait a minute?!
All right you who pray for the... and from the... kindness of your hearts.
ICE?HEAT (nothing like a cold drink and a warm cloth to wash my face :)
ALWAYS KEEP MY SONG!
And rest now for I am tired. Boy was it a blast to work though. I love my life. Picking poppy pods to add beauty to a world that so sorely needs it. I plan in the fall to toss it on road sides and vacant lots.
Everyone has their part:)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
i will avoid capitals and proper structure to jest be a bit better able to type.heat on th right wrist, typing left handed then i will switch:) i had to drive today and so using th right has left it fussy.
the sleep study for cpap apoint. today showed i defiantly improved with it. at best study w/o it a 4hr sleep, the one with it 7 hour total of sleep. I may get to go to site to choose out of types 2maro, but with driving hard i could just use the one i liked from the study for now
hand switch :) heat pad on left. :)
quiet her. took kids to school bookfair
the are reading it is short of 7 pm not a sound. Dove just wondered outside nose in biik gotta lov it.
im healing well. prayers thx u so much
hand said stop
life is supper
songs in the head keep stress at bay
nope must stop lov ya all!
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Oh now I wish I would have planted more lettuce for myself. It is VERY easy to grow
I miss the garden harvest already. With the high heat on the way the crops are at a minimum right now. Tomatoes are doing well if I can get to them before the birds and the watering issues. Hard to water when I can not hold the weight of the hose yet.
Monday, May 10, 2010
hello folks must make this real short
although my heart is so full of the things I have been witnessing everyday.
Little amazing gifts trickling through the seaming clouds once thought perhaps to be of storm used however to water my soul.
I am presently incapacitated. The fall I had playing with Dove has left me guarding her heart, and with bad sprains in Left wrist, elbow and shoulder. Mild sprain in right shoulder wrist torn chest and back muscles.
Rain refreshing me NO BreAKS!
The ac also broke down on Friday
Great referral and low cost repair by honorable man. Raining refreshing even while the lightning strikes.
sleep study was very successful. the cpap made a word of difference look forward to getting it
wrist say no more
wonderful to gain delegation skills haha!
thanks for the prayers gets me through the clouds to remember the blue above them.
songs in my head had good rest and sleep
uncle! i stop now typing
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• how to be self-controlled
• how to be pure
• how to be keepers at home
• how to be kind and submissive (not subservient) to their own husbands. (See Titus 2:3-5)
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By Maya Angelou
That a man should have to seek Him first to find her.'
When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean living,'
I'm whispering 'I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven.'
When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on.
When I say.. 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.
When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.
When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain...
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.
When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow!
Words have power. Here are a few of my favorite sayings.
- A warm cup of tea is like a cuddle with a friend.
- The North American Indians have a more eloquent word for ‘friend’ than we do in English. In their language, the word for friend literally means, “the one who carries my sorrows on his back.”
- Return with Honor
- The sage anticipates things that are difficult while they are easy, and does things that would become great while they are small. All difficult things in the world are sure to arise from a previous state in which they were easy, and all great things from one in which they were small. Therefore the sage, while he never does what is great, is able on that account to accomplish the greatest things."
- "HOME IS WHERE YOUR STORY BEGINS"
- “Live so that when your children hear these words they think of you… Fairness Caring Integrity Honesty Love Trust.”
- "O Lord help my words to be gracious and tender today, for tomarrow I may have to eat them."
- "No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes"
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This was given to me for the third time in just a few weeks.
"For the LORD your God has arrived to live among you. He is a mighty savior. He will rejoice over you with great gladness. With his love, he will calm all your fears. He will exult over you by singing a happy song."