Why was She so worried looking?

She was looking in a small pool for her father who was maybe 8 feet from her! I was only 10 feet from her sitting in a chair looking right at her. She is really afraid. We have not left either with a care giver I cant and don't ever hire baby sitters ever!

When she was six I was in a car accident where a man hit me doing 120 mpr he fell asleep at the wheel and I was at a stop light. I have also had seven surgeries and due to my head injury many challenges. When we went to get Dash she was 3, she stayed with the folks and she was afraid then because we were in life threatening danger as Americans in Russia 3 weeks after the troupes went into Afghanistan (after the towers came down) . We were gone two weeks. This kid had it hard. Dash also came home critically malnourished like Dove. He also had two surgeries within 6 months.

My Dove has a Panic disorder due to her Sensor Integration Disorder. She has a hard time with her since of self in space, If she were to lay on a bed she free floats we once had to use weights to help her to not scream. She screamed every night for years we were able to get her some medicated help. I don't like giving my daughter Prozac, but it is letting her be more normal. I saddens me though. If I take her off it is bad news. She no longer suffers from a the Attachment deficit (3 years of successful hard work), but she has horrible abandonment fears. My dove came home from a Russian orphanage at 7 months , she had not been touched, because of this she has Nero pathway damage or a lack of proper transmissions, isn't she beautiful. Her spirit is so amazingly kind and generous. She is thoughtful. What we have do most is to keep her safe. She has a Social Cognitive Dysfunction that makes her very vulnerable to bullies an she is VERY naive (she is 10 going on 4-8). She also has a memory function problem, visual tracking difficulties that hinder her greatly. These make parenting hard because she always forgets what you tell her and then really feels bad about herself. She has an average intelligence so she knows something is not right with her and it really bugs her that her body wont do what she wants it too.
We have to constantly remember her heart although she is a kid and all kids do kid things her challenges make her needs and our need to act and not re-act imperative.