Thursday, December 18, 2008

Wow a number providied

This morning as I was out talking with the driver of the trash collection truck, a neighbor came running out to get her can out after he had already passed her home. I asked the man to back up for her. He did so .
She and I began to speak, this dear sister in the Lord had been caring for her dear husband and friend who was this year diagnosed with a type of dementia.
Well for those of you here I have to go get the testing done.
I have obstinately denied it for two years now (mostly out of fear of loss of my benefits).
She had the next step for me.
A referral to a fellow who does the testing.
YES! in hand she delivered that number a few moments later.

She had returned from our talk earlier to find her sweet husband had exited the home naked (she had left him in the shower)...
We were able to laugh about it together.

I called the number, then I had to call my insurance carrier, then the number again to set the appointment for the testing.
This was so hard to do...
God however eased my trial, by giving me a number in hand from one who was pleased with the professionals services.
The fellow is on my plan and all the testing is covered.
It will cost me all of $15 to put this to rest once and for all.

I am so relieved to obey.
I know that God is God ...
I just forgot to act on that for this last two years out of fear and A choice out of fear, that I would be responsible for the destruction of my family.

That my friends is a lie...
I have lived in fear under that lie for far too long.
This is CHIRSTmas,
Christ came to heal and set the captive free.

I am a free woman.
I will no longer be imprisoned by the fear of a loss of provision for my family.
God is our provision.
Obedience is far better than sacrifice.
I have sacrificed my well being for the sake of fear of loss.
I have suffered silently up until this week when I finally went to my Beloved and told him my fears.
I am "My Beloveds" and he is mine.
His banner over me is LOVE.
My husband received me as Christ .

4 comments:

Denise said...

Thinking of you, and saying prayers for you.

Andrea said...

When we're afraid, it's sometimes hard to remember that God is near. I'm praying for you as well!

Hi! I'm Grace said...

You are loved and we pray for you, Donetta. :)

shopannies said...

fear is not of him but of the devil do not fear remember he allready knows what will happen and will take care of you

Older women likewise teach the younger women...

• how to love their husbands
• how to love their children
• how to be self-controlled
• how to be pure
• how to be keepers at home
• how to be kind and submissive (not subservient) to their own husbands. (See Titus 2:3-5)

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When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean living,'
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When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong.
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When I say.. 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success.
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When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain...
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou,
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  • "HOME IS WHERE YOUR STORY BEGINS"
  • “Live so that when your children hear these words they think of you… Fairness Caring Integrity Honesty Love Trust.”
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