Parenting special needs kids can be dangerous to your health:)
I remember that my little girl does not mean to hurt me, and that my sweet son did not mean too either. Parenting special needs kids can be dangerous to your health:)
When your kids freak out whether they are special needs or not they just need to flee to their safe place. That for us is my loving arms. I am sad today that my kids feal awful that they hurt me. I have to not let them flee into my arm the same way any more. I am not able to bear the weight of them now that they have grown more and have become so strong.
Now if I have to I will need to step pack and let strangers hold them. I am sad about this.
The family went out on a hike it is 78* here high and the most beautiful day of fall weather as I have to rest and be real still. I want to avoid the pain medication as much as I am able. The nausia medication , I think I may go take that. Why...
God why do I have to keep getting hurt? Well I guess I better not allow myself that focus of pitty. I got hurt agin and I am angry too about it.
I have a date with my beloved tomorrow...Had may become the oppative word. I am frustrated! angry and sad. Cause you know I can not be angry at my kids...
When your kids freak out whether they are special needs or not they just need to flee to their safe place. That for us is my loving arms. I am sad today that my kids feal awful that they hurt me. I have to not let them flee into my arm the same way any more. I am not able to bear the weight of them now that they have grown more and have become so strong.
Now if I have to I will need to step pack and let strangers hold them. I am sad about this.
The family went out on a hike it is 78* here high and the most beautiful day of fall weather as I have to rest and be real still. I want to avoid the pain medication as much as I am able. The nausia medication , I think I may go take that. Why...
God why do I have to keep getting hurt? Well I guess I better not allow myself that focus of pitty. I got hurt agin and I am angry too about it.
I have a date with my beloved tomorrow...Had may become the oppative word. I am frustrated! angry and sad. Cause you know I can not be angry at my kids...
3 comments:
Praying for you Donetta. May Jesus take your pain away and put a song in your heart! May God's love suround you today! Love and hugs, Care OH lynn (Grams)
Praying for you dear one, asking God to take away your pain, and replace it with sweet peace. I love you.
This has to be so very painful for you.I know how hard this can be when you pour out your life on someone you love and they don't always return your love.
Nancy doesn't hit me but she CAN be so hateful at times She can be very angry too! She will say the same thing over and over and over and then say it again!! Most of the time I do good but ever now and then I just lose it!!
Then I feel so bad that I have yelled at her knowing she is the way she is.......
What I have learned to do down through the years is to Pray for GRACE! For God to give me His Grace to care for her and HE has!
That is the only thing that gets me through! Really!!!
Not only is she slow but she has mental problems also. She is on meds to help her. I don't want to write some of this down here so Please E- mail me at talktograms@yahoo.com and I can write more freely. You will be in my prayers! Love and hugs, Grams
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