Sunday Smiles

Gratitude is that even though there is always something it is the nature of the beast. It is the battle of breath that we live in. I am thankful that my Husband and I know this. That I am never rejected by him. He even sang a line of an Irish song to me it made me smile. They are all so loving.

It makes me smile that last night in the ER that I had the privilege of stepping outside of my own battle and journey. The way I was made able to come back into prayer for the staff and those around me how it kept me pulled up and out of self pity and well just being too full of my own self. My mind went to "why an I here on a higher level." So grateful to receive good, kind help. I smile at the power of words spoken in kindness and the healing force that those medical employees encountered in them . It makes me smile cause the discomfort so temporal, gave an opportunity to give them such a needed lift. Even with "puff face" I sorta felt beautiful because, well I like me. It was fun in the midst of the battle to be kind. It made others feel better.

Over coming the fight/flight of wanting to just "go away" assuming that my you reader out there would just get sick of my dribbling during the battles. Pull up stakes and find more uplifting pleasant blogs to edify your hearts. I smiled when I saw the numbers of all of you. Who cared about me today and touched base . Thank you for the smiles. My own smile more natural looking now that I am not adorned with such a puff face :)

Knowing the love of my Father, brings me a smile and just no realizing that this is not thankful Thursday humors me cause I am sorta out of it with drugs. Oh well.

Hubby's Mother (MILove) took over Sweet Beauty's Dorthy Dress I needed to make, and I rested while the children went to the Grandparents with The Daddy Man for the evening.