14 hours later....

Wow I just got home. I cant get this font to change I'm sorry.

**NO SURGERY!**
My Dear Son will need to continue intensive therapy to strengthen the palate muscle. With school starting on Monday I just can not do the city next week until I get them situated in school. I have also postponed Little Doves O.T. for now.

"Dash" was so courageous. I also did well , with a few tears of courage on my drive over to drop Dove at a friends, I also got a little irritable from the stress for a few moments but regained quickly. I took "dash" over to the hospital pharmacy and got a bottle of Tylenol and gave him some. I sat near a woman with 5 girls 8years and younger 4 of them under 4 years of age. So wounded as to have vowed to do it on her own. I was able to share the importance of community with her. For her sake and for the children's sake.
This blogging community has been a wonderful support and help to me. The comments are such a fuel to me. The numbers on my counter are like watching stars. They remind me that I am a small part of a much greater epic. It is humbling to know your all out there.
Thank you for the guard at my back today. I felt girded up by all of you.
It was so hard to hold Dash while they put the scope up his nose. It was so painful to hear his scream cry of pain. I held his head still with him wrapped in his best quilt he sat on my lap in the chair he was proud of; because," Mom it is good now, cause you fixed it,... lets do this" He said.
I have a bit of pent up stress because I sorta feel like I need a good cry in the shower.

I took The kids to the movies and it was not showing for an hour so Dash got a hair cut. He can still cover his hearing aides. We went back got our tickets and a heaping spoiling of candy, popcorn and water and just lived it up. We saw the movie Transformers. I pulled in the drive at 7 p.m.
Beloved was a waiting news. We don't do cell phones so without the opportunity to call him, He too just found out. He took the kids to game in his office and told me to go tell all of you the news.
He sees your presence as such a gift to me (us) also. He is grateful and appriciative of all your kindness and prayers.