Thankful Thursday

I'm falling on my knees...
How many nights in a row have been sleep deprived?/
Dove had an appointment yesterday just after Basket Ball camp with the surgeon. She has to have two teeth removed for her oral plan. The braces will be completed later.
She walked up to the entrance of the office and panicked! "Not this place!" SHE BOLTED AND WAS GENTLY PUSHED IN. tWO YEARS AGO SHE HAD A SURGERY THERE FOR THE MAVERICK TOOTH THAT FORMED ON THE ROOF OF HER MOUTH.
sHE "HATES THIS DOctoR"..."I'm NOT GONNA DO IT!" AND THEN ONCE IN THE ROOM A 4 YR OLD GOING ON 11 CURLED UP INTO FETAL AND PUT HER FINGERS IN HER EARS AND OBSTiNANTLY REFUSED any INTERACTION WITH THE MAN.
Sorry of the caps but I am so tired I am not going to go back and fix it.
Mr Uncommon wants me to find a different place he thinks we will have a terrific fight on our hands come surgery morning if we don't.
The work involved in doing that seems so huge rihgt now.
My ear hurts, my head hurts my dogs nails need trimming click clack is driving me bonkers.
I want to just curl up in fetal.

Real, thankful worts and all...Still loved by God, still under His wing...Still under His provision...
Real.
New surgeon
get dash xray from hospital
talk it out (better said Listen to Dove) so she can manage the panic.
comfort , guide. support.
Try to keep perspective. God is my provision
He owns the universe
His love is everlasting
set course to endure...let that endurance have its perfect work in me.
real.
wholly acceptable. perfect peace in the raging waves. I am blessed. I will prosper. The kids are His I am just the guardian.
real. inch by inch real.
courageous, vivacious and tenacious.
I feel shame that I am so flawed and faltering.
real.
I am week He is strong. I am tired and worn Dove was regressed on my lap all 75 pounds of "Oh that hurts on my bad knee. My back is pulled " My beauty is longing to be rescued and taken away. Must face this endurance.