Early wake up, late night

My sweet little dove is in with drawls, we get our meds mail order and it was overlooked that she was on her last bottle, I called and expedited it. It should come today but she is without now for two days. The message on the ped. phych. had a message phone that demands 7 days prior notice for refills.
She was free floating and very uncomfortable. Up late again I hope that the med come fed ex today or Ill have to do an urgent care just for an rx. She is on Prozac for a panic disorder that is brought on by her Sensory Integration Disorder. She can not feel herself in space well. It is better but an issue without the meds. I so hate to have her on them anyway. I have tried to take her off several times and keep her on half or very low dose as low as I can to help her enough as to free her but I have to also have enough to free her too. It breaks my heart to see her struggle
Dash Hawk (Dan) who wants to be called by his Indian name. Awoke me in my bed this morning and I too tired just scooted over. I never have been one to let the kids steep in our bed. When I moved over my head was then on the corner of Beloveds pillow he pulled his property back in his sleep state to leave me ajar and awake. Then the asthma hit an hit hard cant breath! Dash hawk had refused to jammie up last night and he was in his favorite Star Wars shirt that was covered in well: dog, grass, dust bunnies and all manner of "kid". Beloved found me here in my rocker and brought me back offering me his side of the bed to lay my head .Is'nt he a sweet soul! I lay me down to find myself drowning and pained bad. There will be no laying down! After a long shower I sit hoping not to have to do a breathing treatment and wake the family. Who now is on the couch asleep two little peas within the safe little pod that they adore, each other. I always dreamed of sibblings that liked and loved each other. It is so wonderful that my kids are best friend. We have very little sibbling rivalry. Its a good thing and I have put so much effort and study into it.
Dash Hawk HAS to have his Little Dove beside or at least in the same room to not have his Sensory stuff induce him to a mild panic fear state. I'm so glad his SI is not as full blown as Little Dove.