Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Dread as the absence there of

It has been made clear to me that heath concerns have left me frustrated with follow through, A sort of fear that makes one think ..."If this redraw test proves that the first positive is so then the  next step..." and thus the lab work set to stand by from May 16 till this morning.
This morning it is for me no longer to allow dread to own me. Dragging my heals not only effects me but others. My siblings need to also know to be checked if the findings are confirmed.
There is a possibility that if the positive result is reaffirmed in this draw and test that I may be facing Infusions of anti-bodies to help protect me from illnesses that could threaten my life. The infusions come with risk as well.
Anyhow I am home from the lab some 10 large and 2 medium viles later. A cereal bar and a good drink of water. Comes to me my pillow a bit to rest. It really took it out of me HAHAH

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Debra said...

Praying that all will be well. Yes, do let go of dread for it's a form of fear and fear brings torment. And who wants that? :) I'll also be praying that the dread will be replaced with peace... and health! Blessings, Debra

Denise said...

You are in my heart, prayers, and on my mind sis. I love you.

Annette said...

What's going on???? I must have messed something, this is what happens when I dont stop by enough.I agree with Debra about letting go of the dread, cause dread is a form of fear, I will pray for you.

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Mimi said...

I hope and Pray that the tests all come back Normal
Praying for you

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