Hi all

I am not real talkie today...
My heart is weighed down by another electric thunderstorm within my head, bad behaivor and very frustrated with my self.

I think I am discovery that not enough sleep/caffeen before the medications/ and stress will set off the migraine. No pain but it is very well...like a storm in my head. It hurts likde a shocking in the dome and the firering just stops my functional abilities. I get real irritable and grumpy and there is nothing left to process the moment . I gert very angry and act like a mean old bear of a woman.
I am really very sad over it.

I hate acting like a mean old bear.

anyway I found some block for free but it is a real drive and I have a ASG arizona sewing guild meeting at 10 a.m. I may rejoin now that my sister has returned then we would have at least one day a month contace and a common thread.

ARG! I just really want to nest. My days have pulled me away to often this last few weeks. I just want to get some time consuming things done here.
I am real sad about Shory Bear...makes me think about some friends who have gone on before. I just really want to see health come by her way and overtake her. I am grieving the trials of many whom I love I guess
Trying hard to do the best as a Mom wife and homemaker I can and getting worn around the edges as I see how I have let myself down in the parenting aspect. The efforts are better focused however and that is good.

My garden is tired too
It is so sad to me to see it wither up in the heat and pass into the stages of dormancy. It appears the melons were a flop. I know that I have had a lot of foods come from there. It just hurts to see this seasons work for little . I hope to do the extentions. Finding the materials will hel[