My Sweet Little Dove Said Thank You

I Told Dove that you are all Praying for her.

She said "tell them thanks..."

She is moaning and gowning and it is just tearing me up!

I feel like crying...I have a 3:00 pm appointment at the pediatric doctor in N. Scottsdale. 45 minute drive. I took a nap and am doing lunches for the kids well for Dash.
Mr U is having a really hard day at work.
Wow! it is hitting hard and furious.
I began to wonder if I or we are separated or doing something wrong to bring this all on. Then I remember that there is one heavy battle above us, around us.
Oh girls I am wherry and I am tired, but I am not worn out.
Thank you for your loving encouraging comments. I felt better emotionally after a little nap and re focus.
Dash helped Dove while I napped. He is a good boy.He must be board out of his gourd!
There is a part of me that just wants to complain and bemoan this trial after trial.
God has always met our provision. This dream of living debt free is one that I so want to honor Beloved with. I just do not see how unless we have a buyer. It is up to God. The buyer has not come. It is up to the buyer to obey God and come if this is Gods plan for us. If it is not then it must have some other gain that I have packed up this house and painted out the walls and stripped out the draperies I hand made. It must then be for some other greater glory some lesson some purpose. The thought of unpacking and sorting out and letting go of stuff is a great effort to do. I would have to sort out anyway if we sell and move. To stay on such meager means is not either of our desire. It is however that I know that the means would be met. I do not think HE has changed in that unless I have sinned and fallen short some how. My children being ill is a hard one.
I think all of that, the latter thought just must be the enemy of my heart accusing me. Assaulting my fatigued mind and heart. Hearing my child suffer with this cramping is almost more than my heart can stand.
It must be so very painful for her.