He said ..."Just do what I show you"
As I awoke to this new dawn These words were with me ..."just do what I show you"... Your load is mine and it felt really light. I rose and made a fast sandwich for "The Mr" and off ran to joyful dogs to their run. I feed them and the road is as if I am floating above it.
Dash is seven this morning bright and alert to that fact as he declared the achievement first this that he spoke. Dove is tender and sweet awake early as well. The dawn now coming a minute sooner each day. It is nice out around the mid 50's.
I had a good cough and out came less of the grunge than yesterday morning. That was the first day that I did not get a post to you all . I wish I could give you a piece of the peace that I have. This is a new day with only 2 more days of the anti-biotics to take. They really leave me feeling dizzy,tired and ill, but they are working to kill this bad guy that climbed into my chest.
I am looking forward to tonight. I am going out with the girls to a pottery place. You all go over and give Trisha "Photo daughter of the King" a hello for me. She is a sweet heart I think you'd enjoy your visit. Her and I have been friends a many a year.
Dash had a family birthday yesterday evening with the Grand parents. It was so thoughtful of them. They brought "Fazoli's" thats spaghetti for those of you else where. It was so nice not to have to cook. The kids were nuts though vieing for attentions and just really being more of a challenge than a sick mommy could put up with. Dove was being regressive and just well....jealous very jealous. Oh children...
Blogger is down so I'll have to load the photos later.
The children are playing with the new toys that Dash got. They are sure good together when it's just us at home.
I have had a strange week. On Sunday Beloved walked up to me and handed me a diamond ring! I thought he went daffy on me for a moment. He told me not to get to excited he found it! I have yet to have it tested so I do not know if it is real. He found it in the sand at a park. We put out found notices and have had no callers. I just might have a new ring. Sure feel bad for whoever lost it though. It is not mine though I am just getting to enjoy it. It is at least a half CT. I think. If it is real it is a significant find. Diamonds falling from the sky as a friend told me. "Only Me!" :)
Sometimes I just feel like he is shining on me. I feel that way today. My health is retuning and I am able to sit here and scribe with the touch of a gadget.
I have Dash's party on Saturday and I am walking into what I see to do. It is really my hope that it does not set me back being out in the lawns. I will rest as much as possible today and just "do what he shows me" and no more no less.. Oh I have such peace. I am letting go of my possessions and I am alright with it. Years ago I let go of everything from my family of origin. All the things I came into my marriage with. It was a n act of obedience to what I was compelled to do. Now 20 years later I am letting go of things again. Down sizing and shedding some of the weight that is heavy upon us. It has a liberty I just find amazing and strange to explain. I am going to sell my big sewing desk and perhaps my hutch. It will help us to fit into a smaller house. I have not been asked to do this by the mister..it is just what I see myself doing. It is so strange that I am not upset by any of it. I see in the future perhaps replacing it with a sewing table a real one. I do not know what the future holds but I do know (intimately) the one who holds it. It is a wonderful adventure to freedom. I can only imagine how it will be. I will see him face to face. I can only imagine.
Did you all see LOST last night? I sure enjoy that show. I watch it alone in the bedroom under the covers with a nice glass of ice water. My hubby brought the ice water and a smile. He is so sweet and is taking good care of me.
Well I better get the kids fed for school. The Lego's are flying in the room as they search out each little treasure and create the magnificences of childhood.
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Happy Birthday to dear dash. I continue to pray for your health sweetie, love you.
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