Twin beds are for children

Two nights bedside with Becca out on the couch. Twin beds a re great for little bodies. I slept close to Dan to keep abreast of his breathing. He is great during the day and last night water drinks calmed the cough. The steroid shot made a world of difference.
The ER was at the hospital at Dobson and the 60. The little fellow was gasping and listless I just stuck him in a wheel chair and pushed him in. He has a history of asthma and also a thought deformity that he is currently on a wait list to see a plastic surgeon for at saint Joseph hosp.
They are in a process of ruling out Ushers syndrome. It is a condition where children go progessivly deaf and blind and it concludes in their early teen. I spent a week in a deep whole and now I dont let myself go there. "well what if not" is the motto I think of while I continue with the hearing and vision check and speech evals. and etc.........
They took a quick history as I spoke calmly to him My heart was pumping hard. I missed the turn and took Alma school the road a mile before the one the hospital is on. I opened the Honda up full throttled. I love the punch I can get out of that car. I had to put it in park just prior to the freeway entrence and give him a squirt of albuteral. There was this man ahead of me stopped at the light who looked as concerned and panicked as I felt. I had the flasher on. The traffic just would not go fast enough for me.

Yesterday Dan came up to Steve (my husband) and asked him for some duct tape to fix a toy and I just started to cry. Steve was not sure if I was laughing or crying. I was so amazed at how beautiful a sweet a little boy could be. Times like this make you fall in love deeper and deeper with those around you.

Thanks for your comments and support.