Amazed in awe

I am so full of wonder and started. Walking on Holy ground.
Thought of the song "Gotta tell somebody "
How that when we fall before God with the desire to understand, He grants that understanding sometimes in ways that astound and astonish us.
I do not know yet if words could do this justice. But this day requests were granted me that have answered a query some 45 years in the standing. In the 11th hour of challenging this query...a phone call from someone I have not spoken to in over 10 years. Through his tale truths that have been mixed and blurred through a memory of mixed trauma now have understanding and holes filled in where only yesterday gaps left me puzzled and fearful of what the absence of knowledge might mean.

One day I will explain, perhaps over at the other blog. For now know that I stand on Holy ground and YES my shoes are off.