Tagged! 8 things about me?

!. I live with a mind for the introspective. This is a gift that has been both a real equalizer and dividing force. I tend to see into the heart of a matter. So I am often too dismissive of masks. Its like I just sorta brush them aside if I'm not thoughtful. I'm learning more wisdom about seeing softly. I love writing, because of this introspection I can pour out of me with un-abandon because nothing is masked unless I chose it to be.

2. My heart is all about a verse about how God looks to and fro searching for someone to stand in the gap. When I am brave I have said to Him " here I am" .......The wonders I have witnessed. Those wonders have confounded those around me for that obedience has a price. It has left me very lonely and suffering in this flesh and I have watched those sufferings I have known used to witness to the medical profession. With much glory to God. I miss the wonders but also know that he still sees me here wishing I could just always be so brave. My husband loves that brave so but is threatened by the possible costs sometimes. So I sometimes differ to kindness toward his account yet I do prefer the wonders of a life uncommon. I love seeing His LOVE get through the wounds of the hearts of all those He longs for .

3. I am a see-er, This can have more loneliness (from People, but not from God) at times due to what I see. I am here interceding for that is why He shows me what He dose. I don't always know if what I am seeing is so, yet often there is absolutely no question and I jump when He speaks so sweetly and softly to do so. I have experienced enough to test it and to pray and discern the difference.

4. I love everything creative. I see wonder in it and it thrills me. Utilitarian creative arts like sewing , cooking, Beading/jewelry making, clay,painting any and all things that surround me with beauty. I love to set my hand to it.

5. I love the living. People, plants, animals(human and creature:)) even this breathing planet. I have a great and profound respect for life. Loving my husband and raising my children are a joy to me as well as feeding the birds, gardening, my pets, and nature. I love the Morning Doves song when I awake.

6. I love so strong that it pulls on every fiber of who I am. Every life that touches mine I long for good for them. I want so badly for it to go well for everyone. I choose not to hate and have learned to forgive even the most vile human beings on this planet. For I know who THE TRUE ENEMY IS! People make choices and those choices are often based from the enemy's wounds and trickery. I grieve that Satan fell.

7. I waited 16 years for my first child (my daughter) and twenty years for my Son. I saw them when I was very young and although I never birthed a child I did not pursue infertility treatment. I knew they were there, I saw it. I faught hard for that vision and watched so many miricles because of that courage.

8. I have known unconditional love. In my experience it is a very difficult thing to accept. When I was I child I knew what it was to not be loved. I have known what it is to love.
I have set my love upon God and so I live by psalm 91. When I set my love upon Him my life began (on this realm, Mankind and the earth external): only then to be surrounded in His love yet in the inner realm I have always been surrounded by his love, it kept me while "Evil ruled the ruest" and others had domain over me.